Short pondering towards the Process to complicated to explain

Perhaps the reason behind the unexplained process being unexplainable is that the finishing, or fulfillment of the process is the freedom from want/ or need of explanation.

From a skewed vision of this perspective the process itself is one that defies systematization-not out of sheer defiance or snobbery-but because the process has a transcendental quality in which reason (discernment) is bypassed in the surface of becoming free.

While this may seem contradictory, i believe that it is only a contradiction of our basics assumption and notions that have been philosophized into our society. If this is so, then thought itself is a theory that, as we've done the math so to speak, boils down to "the process to complicated to explain"  being the remainder; The extra number dragging out that disallows x from equaling zero, creating a constant repeating decimal to infinity. We approach the situation with this discernment and what we do is create a never ending remainder that continues until the end of time-but this is not to say that when something is decided it cannot be taken back. In fact the letting go of a though itself seems to be the dropping of a created process to complicated to explain. Time itself is as allusive as the Process to complicated to explain; and an escape from (a) time would and is the same thing as transcending the process. But how do we get there? Perhaps the problem is always trying to approach a situation, instead of always being the moment.  Perhaps we are creating the problems by always comprehending things and thus becoming apprehensive of the similarity of repetitions in events-when instead we could find solace in just enjoying the moment-being present. Maybe then the realization manifests that we know what to do because we always knew how to react. In the present, everything is always beginning.